As the oldest child of six, Bonnie grows up feeling rejected by her dad. Her grandmother is the only source of faith. At twelve she’s molested by a family friend and feels betrayed. Hooked on LSD at 14, she drinks at 16, passes out and her boyfriend molests her. She gets pregnant and they marry but party and fight. They divorce, and she takes their son. She continues to shoplift and deal drugs. Then a pimp gets her hooked on heroine and drags her into prostitution. He throws a knife at her, cutting an artery and their relationship. The first part ends as she comes home from the hospital and her grandmother calls, urging her to accept Christ.